Monthly Archives: January 2025

Fragile hope

A ceasefire was announced between Hamas and Israeli forces. In the few days between the announcement and the proposed start, Israel killed at least 103 people and injured over 260 in Palestine. Netanyahu didn’t even wait until the start of the ceasefire to threaten even greater killing and destruction, and has called the halt to the bombing ‘temporary’. The start of the ceasefire was delayed as Netanyahu demanded the names of the first 3 hostages that would be released. During the delay Israeli warplanes attacked the northern Gaza Strip and killed 8 people. Hamas has now released a list of 34 hostages who will be released in a phased approach over 6 weeks. They include Ariel Bibas, age 5, and Kfir Bibas, age 1. The trauma suffered by these children, and the children of Palestine is unimaginable.

I like to look at the Guardian’s photography feature, the week in pictures. This week shows both desperation and hope in Gaza. The ceasefire is welcome, but it is merely a pause, it is fragile, and it is just the start. I fear that the international community will continue to fail the people of Palestine and that we will not see justice in our lifetime. But we must continue to demand accountability and repercussions for the perpetrators of genocide; and peace, justice, safety and self-determination for the people of Palestine. I continue to support Osama and his family and hope they get the chance to rebuild their lives and pursue their dreams.

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This is why we can’t have nice things

We’re a week into the New Year and already things are quite terrible. Here are a few lowlights:

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New year, new hope

It’s a New Year! January the 1st is not only the start of the New Year in the Gregorian calendar, but also the Roman and Julian, so if you’re still following the Julian calendar like the Amazigh people, then we’re in synch. There are of course New Years all through the year in different countries and cultures, and some New Years which move. This feels destabilising. I like the predictability of seasons and festivals. This week I learned that January the 1st is a feast day in the calendar of Eastern Orthodox calenders because it is the Feast of the Circumcision of Christ. I’m not sure this knowlege has enhanced my life. And now you can reflect on whether it has enhanced yours.

I did not stay up until midnight. I was pretty exhausted from work so had the most luxurious evening eating a lovely dinner and retiring to bed. My favourite thing about getting older is that I feel less and less need to do what’s expected and instead I do whatever I like! P__ stayed up but he’s a definite night owl, wheras I’ve had to accept that I’m more of a morning lark.

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Yuletide cheer

I had a lovely Christmas week, full of family and friends, and food, and thoughtful gifts. We had Mushroom Wellington and Maple Glazed Seitan Ham for Christmas dinner. It was super.

I was working for the days around the Bank Holidays. We rotate who does Christmas Day and, having done last year, I get a break for a few years. Hospitals are strange places at Christmas, a mixture of intense sadness and heart warming joy. Maybe that’s always the case, but Christmas somehow magnifies the contrasts. The people who remain inpatients at Christmas are those who are too sick to care or notice, and those for whom hospital is their best option. We’re always under pressure to discharge people and make beds, but to be honest, in the few days before Christmas I don’t discharge anyone who wants to be there. If home does not have something better to offer than a hospital bed then who am I to inflict loneliness, fear or sadness on anyone.

There is flu and RSV everywhere. People with chronic medical conditions are very sick. Even those who are usually well are strugling to shake off the persistent cough and fatigue. Vaccination rates remain much lower than pre-COVID. It’s hard to see how we’ll ever improve the situation and convince people of the benefits when there is so much misinformation and fear around vaccines.

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