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Tired of being tired

I’m sure I didn’t used to get so tired. My 40 something year old body just does not keep its’ charge as well as it used to. But it could perhaps be forgiven as it had to cope with 12 consecutive days at work with a 12 hour Sunday shift thrown in for good measure. There are well documented adverse health effects of working extended hours including: depression and anxiety; sleep quality; physical injury; coronary heart disease; and some cancers. There are also concerns about decision fatigue setting in by the end of a 12 hour shift. This has not been adequately studied, but it certainly feels true.

“Tired” by Sima Jo Benson.

It’s not merely long hours that have contributed to my fatigue. The constant chaos of the NHS is draining, driving many colleagues to retire earlier than planned. I attended a Kafkaesque meeting in which the first half was spent discussing the dictat that we find ways to save money. We are provided with no data, no suggestions, no project management support. There is also zero focus on improving patient care. Just save money. The second half of the meeting was spent looking at recent staff survey outcomes which are the worst they have ever been, showing staff feel unable to provide high quality care, do not feel in control of their services, and do not feel supported in their improvement plans. We were asked to explain why we are so unhappy and what we propose to do about it!

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Impatience

I was recently asked what my primary emotion is, and I answered, without hesitation: impatience. This is both a blessing and a curse. It drives me to work hard try to change the problems I see everywhere, every day, and makes me very productive. But it also makes me a bit of a nightmare to work and live with. I struggle to slow down and to accept the slow pace of change that is a common reality. I tell others to remember their sphere of influence and not to expend energy on things way outside it, as this way burnout lies. I often fail to take this advice myself. This week I have felt very impatient.

COP 29 is happening. At least 1,773 fossil fuel lobbyists have been granted access to the summit in Baku. In an open letter, a group of international experts have stated that the UN Climate talks are no longer fit for purpose, and called for reform. Global emissions continue to increase, carbon sinks are being degraded and we are headed for more than 2.9°C of warming by 2100. I respect those who continue to participate in COP but I would not have the patience or diplomacy required.

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Patients not passports

I spent this week scrolling through my news feed, watching war crimes committed by Russia in Ukraine. A hospital was just bombed. I sent more money to humanitarian organisations including Doctors of the World. Whilst it is easy to feel powerless in the face of terrible world events, there are ways we can stand in solidarity. And whilst our minds are focused on people fleeing conflict, it is a good time to consider how refugees are treated if they reach the UK and need healthcare. I was therefore pleased to be part of a panel this week, to launch the Southwark Patients not Passports campaign.

It included a screening of NHS Borderlands, an investigative documentary into the human cost of charging migrants for accessing the NHS, made by Bare Life Films. It features Angela who, after fleeing Zimbabwe in fear for her life, sought asylum in the UK where she has lived with her husband for 20 years. Following a vital hysterectomy operation Angela was – without warning – issued a bill for £8,000 by the NHS. Angela is not allowed to work and has no source of income and this bill jeopardizes her life in the UK forever. There are many stories like Angela’s, most untold and undocumented. This film shows how healthcare workers and campaigners are fighting alongside Angela to keep the border out of the NHS.

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