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Tired of being tired

I’m sure I didn’t used to get so tired. My 40 something year old body just does not keep its’ charge as well as it used to. But it could perhaps be forgiven as it had to cope with 12 consecutive days at work with a 12 hour Sunday shift thrown in for good measure. There are well documented adverse health effects of working extended hours including: depression and anxiety; sleep quality; physical injury; coronary heart disease; and some cancers. There are also concerns about decision fatigue setting in by the end of a 12 hour shift. This has not been adequately studied, but it certainly feels true.

“Tired” by Sima Jo Benson.

It’s not merely long hours that have contributed to my fatigue. The constant chaos of the NHS is draining, driving many colleagues to retire earlier than planned. I attended a Kafkaesque meeting in which the first half was spent discussing the dictat that we find ways to save money. We are provided with no data, no suggestions, no project management support. There is also zero focus on improving patient care. Just save money. The second half of the meeting was spent looking at recent staff survey outcomes which are the worst they have ever been, showing staff feel unable to provide high quality care, do not feel in control of their services, and do not feel supported in their improvement plans. We were asked to explain why we are so unhappy and what we propose to do about it!

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Hostile spaces

I had a stressful Wednesday. I was called to give evidence in person at an inquest, which was a surprise as my involvement in the patient’s care was peripheral. The court was tiny. We started very late, and had to wait for an hour in an unheated corridor between the door and the toilet.

All I could think about was every more useful thing I could be doing with this time. In my mind, my to do list is a pile of crisp bits of paper, each one with a task typed on it on an old fashioned typewriter, like the in-tray from a movie from the 1950s. This gets higher and higher, and then becomes an unruly mess, threatening to topple over and crush me. I had moved things around to be available all day, but could not move a webinar I was co-presenting in a 1 hour window at lunchtime. I asked to be released for this. After some discussion I was allowed to give my evidence first.

The Coroner’s court is supposed to be a fact-finding mission, rather than an adversarial or litiginous process, but this depends on whether there are lawyers present, and if so, what approach they choose. The questions were fair but challenging. It was a good experience, to have given evidence when I only played a minor part in the case. All healthcare professionals can expect to be involved in legal processes these days. We all find them very stressful.

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